I apologise for putting this relatively minor issue on here, but I have no one to speak to.
I’m 35, live alone and suffer with Aspergers, anxiety, Dysthymia, depression, and ptsd.
I haven’t worked in 3 months, and prior to that I was working full time (up to 55 hours a week) and had multiple breakdowns.
yesterday my DES told me I had a new job as a petrol station attendant at 15 hours per week. I am grateful for the chance but I’m absolutely petrified of going outside again. I’ve been so anxious to leave the house these past few months, plus my own personal issues.
I have no spare emotional or mental energy just by surviving at this stage. I’m worried how I will react, and if I’ll have anxiety attacks at this new job and how I will cope physically (due to chronic pain).
thanks for reading.