We are sorry to hear that you are struggling so much wit having your loved ones understand where you are coming from. We have contacted you privately to offer you support.
It must be so challenging to have your family understand that you are scared to do things, hard to sleep and wake up and so scared to you really don't want to go back to the course. We acknowledge that it would be exhausting to be crying for 10 hours and what that has been doing to you.
f you feel it may be helpful, you are always welcome to get in touch with Kids Helpline
. They are a confidential and anonymous, telephone and online counselling service specifically for young people aged 25 and under.
We would strongly urge that in overwhelming moments you get in touch with our friends at Lifeline (13 11 14) or the Suicide Call Back Service (1300 659 467).
If you would like some help finding mental health support, we would recommend that you get in contact with the Beyond Blue Support Service. They are available 24/7 by phone on 1300 22 4636 or on Webchat 1pm-12am AEST on our website: www.beyondblue.org.au/getsupport
One of our friendly counsellors will be able to talk through these feelings with you and can offer support, advice and referrals.
You are not alone, the community is here to support you and there is help for you.