I can't help but wonder whether you're becoming more conscious of love. I've found when my consciousness begins to shift a little, it coincides with me being asked to redefine something.
This may be somewhat of a challenge but how do you define love? Have you ever been led to search for definition? Personally, I never gave it much thought until suddenly I found a need to define love. I think it started with 'Why am I so much closer to some people than I am others? Why is that?' This triggered my own personal revelation. Of course, everyone's definition of love is going to be a little different.
Personally, I find love to be in evolution. Loving myself means being invested in my own evolution. Mutual love is a about being invested in each other's evolution. When I'm so completely invested in another person evolving, in order for them to find the best and the brilliance in themself, I am loving them to life. If I find someone I deeply care for is not evolving in the ways they wish to, this tells me I am not loving them in the ways the truly need to be loved, in order for them to experience the change or difference they're looking for. While it may sound terrible to some, as a mum it's rare for me to say to my son and daughter 'I love you'. I rarely have to say it, as they feel themselves being loved to life through how I lead them to feel. They feel loved, without a doubt, and they've told me this. Every smile I raise them to tells me they feel loved. Every ounce of greater consciousness I raise them to in a challenge, leads them to feel loved. Every adventure I raise the to, which brings out the natural adventurer in them, leads them to feel loved to life. The list goes on. When you're raising someone, they'll naturally feel loved to life.
If your partner is raising you, he's loving you.
If you actively love raising your partner, raising his spirits and his consciousness, you are actively loving him.
If you're both raising the relationship to new levels, you are loving each other through the relationship.
I found, when I defined or re-defined love, I realised just how much I actually did love certain people in my life. It was an overwhelming feeling which led me to tears.
In becoming more conscious of our definition of love, it's then that we may begin to love more consciously, perhaps even feeling what 'true love' is for the first time.
Name all the ways in which you love him to life and you will then see just how much you love him.