I had panic attacks for most of my life , i avoided places and things that my trigger it. i was ok though managed to live with it or over 30 years .
After a couple of surgeries last year i was getting my blood result after the second surgery (draining fluid around the heart) i was at the doctors surgery waiting when
i suffered a huge panic attack , could not mange it tried to flee only to hit the exit door and actually fainted for few minutes
When i came through i was ringing wet, pale, my blood test afterword showed that my inflammation factor was 220 instead of 2. doctor referred to
hospital , stayed another week for observation and was discharged. No one can explain why exactly did i faint(doctors , specialist , hospital etc...) most put it down to post surgery, inflammation factor, immune system malfunction etc...no professional appeared too concern
i have been living in fear that it may happen again,(it has been over 18 months now) my panic attacks started to increase, the thought in my head pre occupied with why , what if? Today 18 month later i'm in chronic depression.i fear of been alone just in case it happens again. My OCD is running wild, Anxiety 24/7.
i tried to justify why i fainted , but it will not go away , can you HELP