You are amazing!!!!!
Thank you for your words, your time, and for caring and sharing.
I cannot go backwards. I will never be able to trust my ex husband again. I was a shadow of myself at the end of our relationship. I invest every living breath to him and his kids and my old career.
I cannot do anything by halves. I'm either 150% in or out. I jump in and think later.
If someone needs or wants help, I will give them every I possibly can. I drop everything to help anyone that crosses my path.
My amazing Mum has always said, "I wish I had made a stop button, a volume button and a damn window in you when I made you!"
My true name means "hope". Mum has always said "there is hope for you yet (my name)".
THear things are so true. I will do anything for every soul that crosses my path. I wish to lift people, encourage, help, support, everyone to be the best version of themselves possible.
I have trust issues because I want to believe everyone tells the truth. I trust what people say to me. I get very burnt because of this. I invest in people. I believe in people.
I need to talk. To find someone who understands.
My generation, I have grown up without technology. So I have been taught how to mind my manners, respect my elders and sit around the dinner table and have respectable conversation. That was the done thing and it taught me a lot. I know how to talk to adults and not give away every piece of myself. I'm not sure if I make sense. I have drunk too much because I wanted to feel numb.
I'm sorry. I really don't know if I make sense. I have so many questions. Do I have ADHD, OCD, or a form of autism???