What's going on? Remember you can open up here and be safe doing that. It's important to share how you're feeling to lighten your burden, it's no burden on us, we're here to help and help you we will.
If ANYONE in your life is calling you 'a burden' then they are not good for you right now. This says a whole lot more about them than you.
You can ALWAYS call the BB helpline 24/7 and talk through your feelings there too.
I will challenge you to embrace depression rather than be scared of it. When we feel depressed it can often be our SELF crying out to be understood, nurtured, cared for. You can provide this to yourself.
I urge you to begin a Journal and write out your feelings with dates. If you're comfortable you can write things out here.
You may begin to see a pattern to your down times / what happened just before your low times. THIS is what you may be able to change and or nurture for yourself.
Aim high. You can beat depression and with the right things for you, you will knock this on the head.
What do you think G?