Hi Franc I,
We are so glad that you have reached out here to our friendly community today to share your journey. We're really sorry to hear that your depression and anxiety is feeling particularly bad right now, and it sounds like you must be feeling quite frustrated by the effects of your current medication. But please know that you've come to a non-judgemental space to talk these thoughts and feelings through, and our wonderful community is here to support you.
If you feel up to it, we'd also recommend reaching out our Support Service, and one of our counsellors will be able to talk through some of these concerns about your current medication, and help you in finding some more support options. Feel free to call us at anytime on 1300 22 4636 or get in touch with us on Webchat 3pm-12am AEST here: www.beyondblue.org.au/getsupport
Feel free to keep updating the community here on your thread throughout your journey.