Im sorry I can’t reply quicker atm, am building a house so am quite exhausted in the evenings.
ive been where you are. It was 1996 after 11 years with my first (narcissistic) wife. I tried to end it. I had two little kids. I was over worked, abused often by silence for weeks at a time and she was lazy.
I realise now that even if it means drastic action/change, then do be it- save yourself because in different circumstances/different environments your life can rebound and you’ll look back and realise the toll of not being happy.
Please place the following topics into the search bar at the top of the page, just need to read the first post, doesn’t take long
Depression- has it taken you to the end?
Suicidal? It isn’t all your fault
Suicidal thoughts and choices
Saving yourself from doom
I hope they help and will wait for your reply. Reply anytime, I’m here most evenings.
We’ll get through this