Thanks for reaching out :) I'm really sorry to hear you are feeling trapped and like you're at a road block. I can also relate to times where I have felt my life is at a dead end and my future directions seem so vague. I guess the only advice I can give, which has helped me, is to only ever do things i.e., university courses/jobs that really interest you and ignore all external pressures from parents, friends, social expectations etc. I always think, since tomorrow is not guaranteed, if I passed away tomorrow, would I be happy reflecting upon my life what I have done? Obviously it's much easier said that done and especially with the current situation just maintaining a job is already really difficult. Also, i think dating and relationships don't necessarily equate to intercourse. Often people can have wonderful relationships with minimal physical intimacy. Do you have close friends you like talking to?
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Wishing you all the best and sending you positive thoughts :)