Hi Geoff and all.
l'd like to get some opinion on should l write to ex ?
Some might know l've been with gf now , a few yrs now but early last yr we broke up for awhile bc of her legal situation .
During that time ex and l talked/messaged a few wks, bc l was also a little confused and still stuck at the stage. However neither of us were really ourselves talking again, it had been a long distance thing visiting a few times a yr with us before so with a lot of frustration with circumstances that caused a few arguments along the way when we were together back then. She also had some mh problems too and it was although in most ways an incredible thing between us , it was also pretty rocky whenever we were apart. l was never really sure if they were MH problems though or just stress and frustration of being so far apart subconsciously sabotaging or what bc it was a really hard situation especially for her.
l told her l'd met someone else meantime even though we weren't together anymore at the time, l didn't wanna hide it. Ex wasn't too pleased , l was edgy bc ex was a bit peed and things were just weird after l'd told her. A few wks and it came to a head we had a fight and stopped talking and haven't since, 12mths. Ex got a bit nasty but really she was just upset, but l got upset back at things she said and told her l didn't want to go on any further.
Well , she's blocked me later ever since but l've had regrets and felt like l should've allowed for her being peed about the new gf thing and knowing how ex ticks l've just felt bloody terrible and guilty since about the way it all finally ended.
So , l am still blocked again now although l saw she did unblock me a few times but when l didn't communicate she reblocked me, soooo, l'd have to write. lt was just a really stupid and sad way for things to end though and l'd really like to just apologize for my end in it and find some closure for us both. Or something !!!
Do you think l should write , even though she's blocked me again ? l know that is just from hurt and the way she ticks buttttt still ?