It must be really difficult feeling like you don't have anyone close who can trust wholeheartedly. It is normal to shift between feeling angry and sad about what has happened. As quirkywords said, some things take time. Having the same circle of friends, in addition to all of them being male, is complicated. If being around them is hard for you, it's okay for you to step back a bit.
The current distancing/lockdown situation does really limit our activities and opportunities to meet new people:( Do you play netball for a team?
I hope you've been able to get out for some fresh air, even if it is through just walking around your block.