Welcome to the forums, we're really grateful that you have reached out here today as we know it can be tough to do this for the first time. We are so sorry to hear about what you're going through at the moment. It sounds like it must be so tough to cope with, and we can hear how much pain this must be causing you. But please know that you do not have to do this alone, our wonderful community is here to offer as much support, advice and conversation as you need.
Can we ask, do you currently have any mental health support? We understand it can be really tough to cope sometimes, especially if you don't have a lot of support from family or friends. If you would like some help finding mental health support, we would recommend that you get in contact with the Beyond Blue Support Service. They are available 24/7 by phone on 1300 22 4636 or on Webchat 3pm-12am AEST on our website: www.beyondblue.org.au/getsupport
One of our friendly counsellors will be able to talk through these feelings with you and can offer support, advice and referrals.
Many of our members will understand and may be able to help. If you would like to post further, please feel free to expand on your feelings and how we can best help support you.