I recently become separated from my husband and am going through divorce.
I have met the nicest gentle kind guy, he is tall, hot and sexy in my eyes. I feel he is head over heels for me but not sure I feel the same. He is talking about a future but not sure I feel the same.
I do really like him and we have been intimate but I just don’t seem to have that ecstatic butterfly feeling, maybe it will grow as we have only just started seeing each other.
My biggest dilemma is I am totally in love with a guy overseas and we have not met yet.
I do want to continue seeing the guy I am dating but at the same time do not want to lead him on and break his heart.
I do not want to lose him at the same time just in case I never get to meet the guy I am really head over heels in love with, totally smitten and in love with him even though we have not met.
What do I do?
I feel myself holding back with this guy and ruining the experience with him because the love of my life is always on my mind.