Hello Dear dedbetdut,
A very warm and caring welcome to the forums...
Your post is of only a few words, but these words say a lot..I can feel that you are struggling a lot with not having any support...
Only if you want to...could you say a little more of what your needing help and support with....no pressure at all...It will give us a bit of an ideas as to how we can support/help you....
My kindest thoughts with my care dear debdetdut..
Grandy..