It is so great for you to reach out to get some comfort and some support in this really wonderful community here. I dont have any experience personally with Schizoaffective disorders but I am happy to help and more that happy to chat to you.
I understand that there are lots of different elements to this disorder so if you want to chat about how it effects you I would be happy to.
You can share as much or as little about yourself as you feel comfortable to and you will not be judged or criticized here Joste.
Hope to chat some more to you.