It sure is a stressful time when you are at school and you have assignments and assessments due, when you can see the end of the year ahead and the end of one chapter but have absolutely nothing left in the tank and no desire to fill the tank to get over the last hurdle.
This year has been so different to any other and I cannot even imagine having to complete assessments and do exams and be in that space with having to do home schooling and not have the routine or the regular support that one is used to, I really cannot imagine. So I want to congratulate you firstly for completing what you have this year, for being able to get mostly what you have needed to done and to making it to the final few assessments, that is not to be discounted here! I am sure you have the voice inside of you or maybe even parents or friends saying "you are almost there, don't let the whole year go now", and things of that nature so I will not.
Therapy is such a wonderful experience I have found and has really allowed me to find paths to happiness, to allow forgiveness of myself and others and to make peace. It is really surprising once we start to open up and to share the things we find out that may have really been impacting us more than we knew. I think that would be a wonderful start for you, to help with your journey that you have already started and with the help of the medication to start to put some things in place that can help you find your way back to happiness.
I am really proud of you that you have been able to prevent yourself from harming, that is a really big step. Self harm is a very misunderstood issue and "just stop it" does not work. So well done to you.
I am wondering if you could break down your last assessments into small chunks and to manage it this way instead of looking at all 3 of them and feeling their burden. Maybe say "today I am going to do 15mins of this" and see how far you get, it will be one step closer to the finish line.
Welcome to the forum and I am so pleased to be able to chat with you, I hope to do that some more and see if we can help you in sharing some of the things that are bothering you or even just sharing how you are feeling, if you would like that.
Hugs to you